What is Happiness?

The sound of children playing in the park

Watching the sunset

Floating in the sea

Eating something delicious

Kisses and hugs

Helping others

Good memories

To romantically love and being loved

Spending a rainy Sunday in bed

Discovering new places

Receiving a head massage

Hearing the singing of the birds

Having a drink with a friend

Laughing until my sides hurt

Travelling through a book 

Sleeping on freshly washed sheets

Alone time

Watching a good film

Listening a favourite song and singing along

Waking up with kisses

Photographing the sky

Walks in the nature

Overcoming obstacles

Expressing myself through writing

Experiencing 

Learning

Feeling that I don't need nothing else

Believing that there's goodness inside everybody

This is my happiness 

Meaning of Life

How many times I lost myself in it?
just to briefly find it again in the illusion of love

How many times I touched insanity, looking for it?

Why I couldn't just have the same meaning of life as other people: studying, working, buying stuff, marrying, children, vacations, money, success, recognition, beauty, power..approval..

How many times I blamed myself for not understanding it..

How many times I wanted to leave..

to surrender to death..

I thought that maybe time would give me an answer.
I had nothing to lose
But it just got worst

Time took me my naivety..
And everything became suddenly even more unbearable.. 

Seeing everything raw without filters of optimist
Just made realise that I couldn't never understand the meaning of life.. cause there's is none..al least in this world, that humans created to live in..