The Dream

Day by day
I dream of this tomorrow
Hard times disguises of freedom
and shouts us the harsh reality
I run in directions of craziness
only hope accompanies us
We already scheduled our destiny
We are going to get tanned in the sun with feet pain
We are going to overcome our limits
We are going to eat bread with margarine
Running from monotony, we are going to grow wings and fly!
very high!
So high that those old knives will not take from us our mental sanity
Do you understand..I want to die happy!
I want to be me to choose and her and her!
I want to get tired of the meaning of living with a smile in my lips and pennies in my hands
I want to feel how death pushes me but holding your hands
I want to be able to say
I flew! I flew! I flew!
I drunk from that beer!
I had cigarettes in the bed

The day you saved me

I was lost in this society's labyrinth

Alone, among monsters and witches

...and you found me

Without you, my days would be a torture

Without your love, my heart would had turned into cold ice

You keep me breathing 

Because of you I let my heart beat

The day your light leave my life, I will succumb to the darkness in me 


Thank you for making me feel normal

Thank you for keeping me humane

The Wish

I wish I had had just one love

Everything left were just scars

of that frogs that never turned into princes

That took pieces of me.. pieces of my body.. pieces of hope...pieces of my naivety.. pieces of my youth.. of my dreams

So many keys were given to me, but none never opened any lock...

There were just empty promises for hearts, that I never received

Puzzles that I could never solve...

There were just illusions that turned into disillusions..


I would trade all these memories just for one love that hadn't given up of me

That would have stayed even when the euphoria of passion was gone

That would have stayed fighting beside me the battles of this life, that has so much of beauty as unfair

That would have stayed even when we met each other's monsters

That would had realized that love can never be perfect, cause, we, humans aren't

The Bubble

All my life I fought to get out of my bubble

I was a child, that became taller and gained some more freedom

Eager to discover, to feel, to learn 

to interact, to experience

So, I started to brake the walls built by my shyness.. and I slowly started to get out...

Many times the world made me cry..

But many others, laughed with me!

There were moments we fell in love..but there were no more than just brief moments of enchantment

I always felt that me and the others were living in different realities..

The communication was always so confusing .. I couldn't never understand what they were saying.. like there was some kind of code!

Out here, the meaning of the words weren't the same of my school's dictionary.. cause their actions rarely matched their words

And people were always expecting something from me..but nobody would tell me what.. I had to guess..it was like some sort of game.. that nobody gave me the instructions and I didn't know how to play..


I was just used to play the pretend with my dolls...

              

Today, I would have preferred to never left my bubble.. the world outside is too weird and ugly..

Waiting

Future poorly planned 
The path is cloudy and hopeful
Joys and sadness mutually destroying themselves
Frustrated attempts to achieve the unachievable
Insignificant suffocated disappointments

Weeping night that wet us
Rented confusion that attract us
We are preparing ourselves for the infernal monotony
Missed time of departure

We are always unwelcomed and severely censured
Just for wanting to be free and wander in the nights
desperately looking for fake madness
Screams from all directions approach us
But they don't affect us, maybe they never did
Because we can't understand them